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YouTube Video for TGM - TheRedShirt - *Cain*'s DownTempo Remix

Posted on Nov 30th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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“Spasmo - (Let’s have a) Riot”, in *Cain*’s…

Posted on Nov 30th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain

“Let The Humans Dance in Space!”, Mix.

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kaom - Slinky Kinky - *Cain*'s "Dirty Jobs" Dance Remix.

Posted on Dec 2nd, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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#2-6,7,9-10,13-14,17...

Posted on Dec 4th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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WTF is up with the #'s?

they are the "positions" my songs are in for "all-time" plays on treemo...

Check it out here:

http://www.treemo.com/explore/mostviewed/alltime/audio/


I also have a new pay per download service ( http://www.ureroticlimits.com/ ) that is going to start selling my songs.. I'm sure 'cause of these ratings...


So... A

Big Thanks

to 'Yall... I'm glad you enjoy it...

;-D

-Cain

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A little christmas song....

Posted on Dec 7th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain

Wendy Carlos - Jesus, Joy of Man's desiring -
*Cain*'s (Ain't Jesus Sooooooooo Hot!!!) Homoerotic Yuletide Mix

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A christmas present for Cain...

Posted on Dec 25th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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Here's what I told Santa I want for Christmas this year.

To be Healthy, Happy, and for everyone I know (and even everyone I don't know) to vote for me on the DJ Llist:
http://www.thedjlist.com/vote/?djName=%2ACAIN%2A

If you want some suggestions for other DJ's to vote for as well check out:
http://www.thedjlist.com/djs/genre/house

Or My favorites are:
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Arhata & *Cain* - Rebel Love (2004)

Posted on Dec 9th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain

Here are the six tracks Arhata and I did in '04... I'll be making all the songs available on-line, as I get time... for now here are:
1. Arhata & *Cain*: Masturbate your way to God

2. Arhata & *Cain*: Pot Kills Love

3. Arhata & *Cain*: God is Wrong!

4. Arhata & *Cain*: Stop Being You!

5: Arhata & *Cain*: Love in a Toliet

6: Arhata & *Cain*: Mean People

Enjoy!

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From Russia With Love?

Posted on Dec 13th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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I'd posted a request to Borrow some money to help pay for a plane Ticket to fly this "girl" here... We'd been communicating for over two months and everything *SEEMED* copacetic to me, However Phil alerted me as to this being a scam... I've Created a website where you can check out the "gory" details and see if maybe you would have been "hooked".... It is: http://cain.zexxo.net/Scam.html


12/15 UPDATE - I wascontacted by Bob who said he recieved the EXACT same letters as me... and "she" was promising to fly to Pheonix on the 20th to meet him... he's  postedabout it here: http://www.rwguide.com/forums/topic.cfm?topic=4024&msg=64598#64598

The Main site alerting people about this is:
http://www.russian-scam.org/ 

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Remind me to write this Book...

Posted on Dec 15th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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(rough) Summary:
The limitations of the Western Psychology model in Practice are well known as we enter the 21st century. what new modes of practice will help human evolvement during this millennium which promises exponential change in our world and what we know to be human. What IS a human being, and what can I do to become the best I can has been grappled with since the begginging of recorded history and most certainly before.

Building on Ken Wilber's Integral Psychology frame work. Was specific practice will help out consciousness keep pace with the rate of change that is accelerating in the world,  Doesn't our species survival depend upon how we answer these questions? and are the not THE most important questions of our time?
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Quote Of the Month...

Posted on Dec 16th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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"...You cannot PERSUADE a MYTHIC RELIGIOUS FUNDAMENTALIST to stop believing in a Mythic God, or the apocalypse, and the narrative of a personal deity, ANYMORE THAN YOU CAN PERSUADE A five year old child to become 27 years old. It's not stupid or wrong to act five years old if you're five years old. It's not a mistake to be five years old. It is, however, wrong to act like a five year old if you're 27, and there is where something more interesting occurs. Because Sam Harris and Richard Dawkings do identify and articulate a very serious problem in our World, but the FAIL to ADMIT it is a developmental problem, not an intellectual one. Their books will do NOTHING TO HELP, because they don't deal with (or even acknowledge) development. Does ANYONE actually believe George Bush can be persuaded his religious beliefs are ludicrous through DISCOURSE? If you believe that, you are more fanciful and deluded than he is. BUT, is it possible George Bush could DEVELOP? That he might grow, expand, and enter into a new perspective? Yes, it is. It happens. Not always, not necessarily, but it does happen. And that is the interesting question. How, why, when do people evolve to higher altitudes of consciousness? Ironically, what ardent Evolutionists and Rationalists miss is that the solution IS EVOLUTION. We must get people to evolve to higher, deeper, more inclusive levels of develeopment. You can't persuade them. You can't convince them. It's not a choice, it's a WORLD VIEW."

-Stuart Davis: "Open Letter to Rational Pundits"


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YAYAYAYAYAYAYY!!!!

Posted on Dec 18th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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WOW! I finally got my profile looking something close to how I've imiganed in my head it shoud be!!!

YAYAYAYAYAYAYY!!!!

http://cain.zaadz.com


Next up.... Vlogging

;-D

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Who the Fuck IS Cain?!?!? Vlog entry 001...

Posted on Dec 21st, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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On the Nature of a Post-Metaphysical Spirituality

Posted on Dec 22nd, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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On the Nature of a Post-Metaphysical Spirituality
Response to Habermas and Weis
Ken Wilber

(My favorite parts, edited for brevity - Cain)

...Questioner: You have identified common procedures in both natural science and social science. On top of that, you have postulated a third type of science, almost nobody has mentioned so far--"spiritual science"--such as yoga and meditation, which would result in repeatable conclusions about the spiritual. Are you really suggesting we can now prove the existence of God as simply as we can prove the existence of the moon?

KW: No. It's actually much simpler, but that's another story!...

(later in the article...)

Many people feel spirituality should be approached through image and metaphor, not
through rational and academic discourse.


...For example, at the magic and mythic stages, dogmatic mythological religion is not only the most prevalent type of spirituality, it is virtually the only type of spirituality that can be sustained at those levels. This spirituality is metaphysical and pre-Kantian in almost every sense, because it confuses structures of consciousness with ontological levels of reality separate from consciousness--which happens to be entirely appropriate at those waves, and, anyway, we can't really change the contours of those Kosmic habits now.

We can, however, continue our own growth and development beyond the mythic waves and into the rational waves. At the rational stages, spirituality (or one's ultimate concern and one's ultimate faith) involves a type of rational-scientific approach to the universe (where "science" means level-one and level-two science). At these intermediate levels of consciousness, one believes in rationality and empirical phenomena with a type of blind religious faith, even though there is no rational-empirical proof for it: there is no scientific proof that scientific proof alone is real, and yet the egoic-rational level believes with all its heart and soul that rationality alone offers the secrets of the universe. Just as at the previous stages, where one identified with mythology and therefore found religion in mythic dogma, at these rational stages one identifies with reason and therefore finds religion in rational proclamations of scientific faith. Habermas's religion or ultimate concern, for example, is communicative reason, which is entirely appropriate at these waves.

A rational-stage believer puts his faith in reason, just as at the previous stage a person puts his or her faith in myths. "Faith" in all these senses is not meant in a derogatory fashion, but in a positive way: one has faith in that which one "knows" to be real, and at each wave of consciousness development, a person is directly introduced to various phenomena of consciousness: at the magic waves, one sees magic phenomena (which are real as phenomena); at the mythic waves, one sees mythic phenomena (which are real as phenomena); at the rational waves, one sees rational phenomena (which are real as phenomena); and at the spiritual waves, one sees spiritual phenomena (which, it is further claimed, directly shade into noumenon itself, not in a metaphysical but experiential sense, demonstrated by a good, deep science in the direct experience of satori, for example).

When development continues from the mind and into the supramental or transpersonal or postrational realms (a development that can be rationally reconstructed but not rationally attained), one's spirituality shifts from an ultimate concern with the contents of the mind to an ultimate concern with the contents of transcendental consciousness as such (which, because it transcends and includes the previous levels, results ideally in an integral approach to spirituality, science, and the universe at large)--shifts, that is, from a faith in mind to a faith in spirit itself. As with the previous stages, this "faith" is not misplaced; it results from a direct realization of the spiritual reality disclosed at the postrational waves of consciousness development. Of course, some individuals see spiritual realities more clearly than others, just as some use reason more brilliantly than others. But for all who continue their development into the transpersonal waves, a reconstructive science of that development shows unmistakably its supramental and spiritual character--but this is now a spirituality that is based on direct experiential evidence (satori) that can be communicated in a peer group of those who have demonstrated competence in this development (sangha).

This is therefore a thoroughly post-metaphysical, post-Kantian spirituality. It shuns ontological levels of reality for postmodern levels of consciousness (which are real as phenomenological occasions ultimately revealed as Spirit's potential for transcendence and known directly by a good broad science).

This type of post-metaphysical spirituality was most clearly announced in the East by the Buddhist genius Nagarjuna, who used a transcendental dialectic similar to Kant's (although Nagarjuna discovered it fifteen hundred years before Kant) to demolish belief structures and radically deconstruct myths in order to make way for direct experiential evidence (or science in the broad sense).

Thus, where myth and dogma are the material of metaphysical, pre-Kantian spirituality, direct experience and deep science are the material of post-metaphysical spirituality. As I stated in the introduction to SES: "If metaphysics means thought without evidence, there is not a metaphysical sentence in this entire book."

Hence, Habermas states that "there is no alternative to postmetaphysical thinking," I agree entirely. But what Habermas does not yet appear to realize is that this is exactly the foundationless foundation for a postmetaphysical spirituality of direct spiritual experience disclosed in postrational waves of consciousness development investigated by a good, deep science of those who have demonstrated developmental competence in those dimensions and confirmed by a reconstructive science of the entire range of human lifespan development.

Habermas writes of the New Age movements: "These more serious thinking movements
oscillate within a surreal garland of closed worldviews that are composed of
badly-speculated pieces of scientific theory. New Age satisfies in an ironic
way the longing for the lost One and Whole with the abstract authority of a
system of science that becomes more and more impenetrable. But closed
worldviews can stabilize themselves in the sea of a decentralized comprehension
of the world only on subcultural islands." What is your position towards
this statement?


Oh, I agree with virtually all of it. But I believe we can be more precise in the
analysis than Habermas. First of all, it is true that much New-Age thinking
satisfies the longing for the lost One and Whole, but not merely in an ironic
fashion, but by actual regression to earlier stages of "oneness" and
"wholeness," which are not actually whole in any developed sense, but
merely stages of infantile fusion and indissociation, magically and mythically
charged (e.g., the purple and red waves). Second, the more sophisticated
New-Age approaches do indeed use a type of recourse to science, but the science
is almost always distorted (especially the "new physics" and the
"web of life")--but Habermas is right, this pseudo-science is
indeed impenetrable (which means, it hides from evidence and thus is not really
science--it is simply a new mythology, hence its often regressive nature).
Those New-Age worldviews are indeed closed, both in terms of development and in
terms of falsifiability (and thus, once again, they are not real science, since
they are immune to the three strands of good science). And finally, Habermas
is quite right that these movements can survive only in subcultural islands.
In America one of these subcultural islands is found in San Francisco, which is
why I call the most prevalent version of the sophisticated New-Age approach the
"415 Paradigm" (415 is the area code phone number of San Francisco).
Another island of such beliefs is Boulder, Colorado, the town in which I live.
Yikes.

This is why it is so important for integral psychology and all serious

postmetaphysical movements to detach themselves wherever possible from such
New-Age movements (which is why I myself no longer am a member of the
transpersonal movement in America, which has all the earmarks of the New-Age
movement as described by Habermas, alas).

This is why it is also important to sharply differentiate a postmetaphysical
spirituality from the perennial philosophy, which is why I have not identified
myself with the perennial philosophy in over fifteen years. Some of its
conclusions are of course important and demand the utmost respect--but only
if they can be reconstructed using good, broad science and reconstructive
science.[11] I have repeated the necessity for this postmetaphysical and critical approach
in several recent books, including SES and Integral Psychology
.
For those who have not read some of this material, I have included several
endnotes from  Integral Psychology in Appendix 1 following this article.

Finally, with reference to the Habermas quote, I would like to point out that a
generalized type of New-Age belief is very appealing, not only to the
prerational purple and red waves (magic and mythic), but also to the green meme
(or the pluralistic stage of development), simply because this pluralistic
stage is marked by its strongly subjectivistic stance. The green meme is
around 25% of the adult population in America and Europe, so this part of the
subcultural island is actually more like a huge continent, which both Habermas
and I are doing our best to transcend.

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Absolut Artist Management...

Posted on Dec 22nd, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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For those that have been following the recent trials and tribulations of Cain since the startup company I was working for in Kirkland(Ezshow) basically folded in March, and I left Cobalt group In July 'cause I just couldn't work for my supervsor... I haven't had much luck in full-time work... 2 months interviewing in Silicone valley, and still no work...

Now I'm working for an ISP at minnumwage in Squim, about 30 miles away from Port Townsend... While still trying to reel in a "decent" paying job in Seattle or SF...

I think though I've had some excellent interviews I think for the senior positions I've intervied for I think that my "heart" isn't fully in it...

So on my 45 min bus ride home, after waking up from dozing off today... I was like OK what motivates me enough to step outside of my comfort zone and be able to "enroll" (in the landmark jargon) people in, inclufing "orangey"-"green" financiers... That could see some kind of return on their investment...

In assembling my favorite songs on you tube I'd say my common theme is I appreciate artists who I feel have stayed true to their "artistic vision" and still have been embraced by "the public"... Which I'd say several including Pink Floyd had the advantage of a large record label "pushing" their records to the public...

So What does that look like in an era when you can  link to or download basically any song thats ever made?

How do you "break" and promote new artists, and importantly for the financiers...How do you make money?... Youtube has been "successful" being a conduit, and Apple is doin' pretty good with the itunes store... but how could I leverage that and create a label/agency for 21st century artists...

I think the answers are starting to become clear...
1. Song Delivery = Download... duh...
2. Power = Performance... Artists must play out more now than ever... in this day of instant download everything there is still much to be said for the live performance of any band/DJ.. people crave the experience of "something real"... which leads to...
3. do a Clear Channel... Create your own performance venues, and book your own artists... crate your own nationwide/worldwide "network" of clubs.. a realspace "meetware" version YouTube?
4. LeverageYouTube & myspace, etc... to promote Artists & Clubs...

Can I make this compelling enough for someone to throw some money at it and let me try it???
We shall see...
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Cain Intro v2.0

Posted on Dec 25th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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My Secret Weapon....

Posted on Dec 27th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain

How do you become a Superstar DJ? thats a question that ricochets around my head every so often... I think obviously: skill, talent, and hard work, and of course being in the "right place at the right time"... so knowing that, it helps to have a "secret weapon"... like a computer "agent" that searches all the Craigslist postings for things like this:

DJ Needed for NEW YEARS BASH - Cinespace Hollywood
"We are looking for somebody who can mix in the hits, dancing music and do some creative mixing with rock and rap. You must play the best stuff people like to dance to."

Ok...

Here's my best shot:

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Narcissism vs "Being a Stand"

Posted on Dec 29th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain
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Tonight I was feeling a little "blue" when I got home... So I ate some salad, had a beer and went for a walk to "look into" what's "goin' on" with me... After "checking in" with "myself" I've come to the conclusion, that I'm being too narcissistic... e.g. too focused on"myself" and not enough on what I'm here to provide to others...

For the hell of it here's what my narcissistic/damaged selves seem to be shouting about:
-What the fuck am I dong working a shitty "entry level" tech support job  after 20 years doing computer shit?!?!  Hello?! shouldn't you be like a CTO somewhere or something...

-Why the hell don't I have a girlfriend... 'common living in the middle of nowhere is no excuse... WTF is my problem...

-NYE is coming up and it looks like  I'm not giging any anywhere(again)... How useless is a DJ that can't DJ... You're about as useless as a drummer that  doesn't play in a band...


Hmmm... OK  thanks for sharing...

After acknowledging where my narcissistic/damaged selves are "at"... Here's what "the master" says "I" should be focused on...

Meditation... Haven't been formally meditating every day... No excuses "just do it"...

Of course you're frustrated but we're "rebuilding" it hasn't been exactly an easy past 8 months... you're ok and working toward what you should be doing... you need your job for now so you can move to the "next step"

regarding the next step... finish writing your business plan for your company by the en of January, and the start "enrolling" people.

A new partner will materialize in your life when the time is ripe... not sooner not later, your job is just to be ready and to recognize her when she appears.

Everything is perfect as it is... be a "stand" for what you'd like, but drop you're attachment...

OK I can live with that... I feel better...

;-D


now for a little musical accompanyment. Cerrone's - Sympathy
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Suicide Girls Video V1.0 for:
kaom & *Cain* - Slinky Kinky

Posted on Dec 30th, 2006 by Cain : Being Human Cain

I made this "video" today. I had *somehow* stumbled upon the Suicide Girls site, and the inspiration for the video hit me... This is basically a rough first version... I'd like to add some more video effects but it gives you a general idea...

Oh yea, If you're offended by nudity you probably want to go elsewhere...

The Legal Disclaimer: By clicking on the video below  you acknowledge that you are old enough (as determined by your local laws) to view nudity etc. etc....
Get video codes at Bolt.

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